It's so hard to write this post because I love you all so much. I don't even really know how to start it. Lately I've been trying to make some changes in my life. The little changes like erasing apps from my iPhone that are always keeping me busy, spending more time with Little One instead of her watching t.v. all the time, etc etc and I've been trying to get my priorities straight and figuring out what really makes me happy.
Well, right now this blog isn't making me happy at all. It's becoming a chore and I hate that. I hate that something fun has become something tedious and boring to me. I'm always stressed about having something to write about, I'm getting a little bit TOO inspired by other bloggers wishing I could be like them. I've been trying to figure out who I am as a person and having this blog and keeping up with other blogs isn't helping me at all. It's just making me down.
Don't get me wrong, I love all your comments and all the e-mails you have written me and all the interactions I have made. I am so proud of myself for keeping up with it this long to have over 1,000 followers...ONE THOUSAND. I never even dreamed of that. I remember having just 300 followers and I was so excited.
I'm not leaving forever. I just won't be posting as much. I want to post when I feel like it which may be once a month, once a week, whenever. I know some of my family likes to keep up with the blog and that's kind of what I want it to be like. I want to make it a place where I can share updates with my family. I might just make a new blog for that but I don't know yet.
I'll still be on twitter, I'll still read your blogs and comment because I know I just can't stay away from ya, and I'll still be on Instagram and Pinterest. This blog is just one thing that I need to take away from my life and not focus so much on. The Wednesday Wishes are being handed over to Kristina. She's going to be starting those after her wedding in April. If you can't wait that long, still feel free to do your own Wednesday Wishes until you can link up on Kristina's blog!
I love you guys and you can still e-mail me if you wanna. I love e-mails. I do!